complication…..

i know everyone hates to hear people complaining..or hates it when all others do is complain…well here I am to do exactly that!! I really dont have people to VENT to…so im gonna do it here!!! Why do people lead others into thinking otherwise? YOUR the one who started this whole thing…after i said what i needed to say…I seriuosly though it was gonna get worse and die down…but NOPE..it got better and better..but why after a few days..its starting to die down again…I seriously dont know whats going on with guys now a days…but WHY do you have to give girls mixed signals? its the worst thing ever..EVER…..Trying to figure out exactly whats going on is literally driving me INSANE!!!! so insane i went to church today and cried my eye balls out!!! I really dont wanna go back to that stage in my life…ive had enough </3 in the last year and i dont want anymore at all whatsoever. As of right now..im feeling the same way i felt last May….when my WHOLE family was broken down because of this guy who broke not only my heart..but my whole body…everything about me last year was Torn into pieces…Ive been trying to put all the pieces back together..but apparently…its a little impossible…Im back where i was and it doesnt feel like the “eula” i want to become…..