move, change…go go go

damn…..time goes by fast..i cant really sleep right now…so here i am. LOL..i have 6 days left here in cali….6 days left to spend time with the people whom Ive spent this whole past year with… the move is really starting to get to me..I packed a box earlier..and I thought..damn..i got alot of shit.. hehehehe…then i continued writing  my christmas/goodbye cards…and of course…thats when i get emotional..at the end of the day..knowing that going to bed..and the days become less when I wake up…its sad :(… nothing will really change is most peoples lives that i know when i leave…but IM gonna miss those people… hey people hate m..but really?…honestly…those people who hate me…i actually am gonna miss them! LOL…and wow..just got a txt at 12:37 pm from one of my guy friends..saying that hes gonna fuckin miss me :( WATERWORKS i tell u!!! having to change…and moving to a new place..with new people..trying to make new friends…isnt something im good at…since ive done it many times…it hurts…but hey change is good at some points right? These friends of mine…dont really understand exactly how much they mean to me…thats probably why it isnt such a big deal….family…is really only word that describes them…Im reaaaalllllyyyy gonna miss you guys :( Seasons will always be my second home…forever and always ! :) <3